Posts Tagged ‘The Side Story’

Here She Comes Again.

You know when you feel that you have to do something, but you don’t know what it is?

And you become all agitated/anxious and you feel like restrained/imprisoned/claustrophobic because you have no idea of what it is, and in consequence, preventing you to do said ‘something’.

Yeah… That’s how I feel right now.

You want to scream, you want to shout, and you want to sing very loudly. But you can’t, since is past midnight.

That’s the prelude of my insomnia.

Wow, I could just write a song about it, that’s a nice title.

Anyway. I’m still paralyzed. Maybe that is what this is all about.

Just maybe…

Or I should just try to write, since the little obnoxious voice inside my head seems to agree that it’s all about making some improvement on my story, and I’ll feel much better if I just do it.

She could be right.

Actually, we both could be right.

Who cares?

…I do.

Having a screw loose,
~Vanny

Inspiration.

Lately I have been inspired.

I even started to write another story besides my main one.

Okay, I’m using the same characters, but it is an entirely different story then the other one. You could say it’s almost like an ‘AU fanfic’. But since I am not a ‘fan’ – considering that I am the writer – I call it a ‘side story’.

And as I used all my inspiration to think about the plot, the title is: ‘The Side Story’.

Pretty neat, don’t you think?

Yes, that was cynical.

But all this inspiration made me more and more anxious to get a BJD of my characters. If you don’t know, BJD are expensive dolls made out of resin, furthermore, the name is an abreviation for: Ball Jointed Dolls. They are highly customizable dolls: you can change their hair, eyes, make up, and there’re several types of moulds for you to choose for.

And of course, they are gorgeous!

All of that fuss to get a BJD is almost annoying me. First of, I don’t have the money to buy one.

I guess that’s it: I don’t have the money! And it’s depressing me. That’s why I need a job immediately!

And it’s funny to think about BJDs, because I always remember of a friend of mine who have like… thirteen dolls – yes, I find myself very amused every time I count them. – and a specific doll of hers. Actually he’s the origin of all the ruckus!

How can I explain in a short way? Hm, let’s say that there is my main character, which is a girl called Sammy – who is inspired in no less than me, so original. – and she is attracted by this male character of mine called Liam. They are both vampires.

Okay, not the most original work ever, but it is fun to write. :3

So where does my friend’s doll enter in this history?

Well, since we established that her doll – called Áedán, who is actually a dragon. – has a personality that would go well with Sammy – my own character – we thought that would be fun to have a little thing going on between them.

The problem is: actually Sammy should be in love with Liam – my character -, but at the same time, because of her persona, she would not resist Áedán personality either.

Now I am totally confused about Liam, and thinking about making major changes while I am anxious to buy a BJD for Sammy, so I can photograph her with Áedán.

In addition to that, I cannot stop talking about the damned dragon-boy. It is starting to become annoying, and I see it though my friend’s face.

I can’t help myself, every time I talk about it, I have fan-girl giggles. It’s almost like I am falling for him! A fictional character!

O.o

Weird!

I even have nicknames for him! Okay, those don’t count because they’re pejorative. But you get the picture.

I’ll end things here because I need to sleep and try to forget this weird fourteen-years-old thingy about imaginary characters.

Now I’m dead,
~Vanny

Ps: Rosquinha!

Uh… couldn’t resist. :3

But you can light my fire any day, dragonfly. ;3

Pps: See what I am talking about?

: O

Ppps: Last week I’ve made a major trip with my friends and I haven’t even mentioned here, what a shame!

Pppps: Yay, Halloween is coming \o/.

Ppppp… ENOUGH!