I’m damn scared. I can’t even begin to say why.
Mainly, I’m returning to college. After the first previous huge failure.
I’m restraining myself so much to not run and hide that I’m paralyzed. And maybe that’s my own way to hide.
The real fool is the one who do the same things expecting altered results. And I hope, with all my might, that I do not prove myself as a fool. What is – obviously – contrary to my beliefs.
I should not hope, I should do something. As I keep telling myself the same old tiresome things.
For now, I’ll try to entertain myself with some random things.
And even, I could finish writing my oh-so-secret-thing that I’ve been working all this week.
Curious? Here’s a hint: mumiimah.
With love,
~Vanny
“See, I’ve already waited too long, and all my hope is gone.
[…]
How can you say, I go about thing the wrong way? I am human and I need to be loved, just like everybody else does.”
