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Losing my favorite game.

{ Fevereiro 21, 2009 @ 4:09 pm } · { Uncategorized }
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I’m on a verge of crying. Or shouting, wherever feels more releasing.

‘I cannot do the same mistakes’, ‘I cannot keep making my friends as my ear to talk to’, ‘I cannot feel lazy’, ‘I cannot look ugly’, ‘I cannot be annoying’, ‘I’ll never find love’, ‘I don’t know what real love is’, ‘I cannot…’

ENOUGH!

I’m tired of reading overdramatic things and believing them as it is!

Yes, I think you’re wrong, completely wrong. And I believe that, yes, good writers can describe love. And darling, you’re being so histrionic – it have been only 3 months, suit yourself, please.

Call it whatever! Frustration by not being as happy? Yes, I believe is that too. But I cannot help to notice how theatrical seems what you’ve written.

And you know what? Life does not have ‘happily ever after’.

If you’re lost, please read this.

…

Why do you haunt me, why?

Argh, I was so damn happy this week, I took only a meager dream to unsettle me of my happiness.

I need someone to talk to, but I do not want to bother anyone.

Meh, in the end I’ll end up calling someone anyway.

Way to go.

Should I call an asylum?
~Vanny

Understanding.

{ Novembro 1, 2008 @ 6:43 am } · { Uncategorized }
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It’s funny how you know a person, without even knowing that person.

I’m aware that the phase above sounded a little awkward.

To explain that, I’ll have to enlighten you about my love in fanfics.

I adore them, I devour them. And read it far more often then books.

I have no idea. I just love to read them.

My most read fandoms are: Inuyasha – the one that I haven’t read in a long time – and Zelda.

In the Zelda fandom, I came across with this brilliant writer. I love her – yes, a female – work till death. Really. She makes the best ZexLink fanfics, ever!

Well, that was not my point. The point is that she has a personal blog – just like me, yay! – where she often, now days not so often, posts about the factual happenings of her daily life. And gods! Her life is damn turbulent. It’s like reading a novel.

I’ve been keeping up with her blog since the beginning of this year. I think, not sure.

And I don’t know. It seems I can understand the meaning behind the words she writes.

Normally I doubt my understanding towards her words and if she really thought the same thing I think she thought when she wrote her posts.

But I guess I was not totally off, and that I really could understand her.

You ask me how did I got that confidence?

To make a long history short, about a month ago – in one of her posts – she said that she was going to work in another fanfic project. And although she hasn’t said openly, I got the impression that she had already written it and was waiting a certain date to release. That last statement, about waiting to release, she explicitly said.

No one seemed to think this way thought.

Considering about the matter I matched the pieces and thought: ‘I bet she will release it on Halloween.’

It was no surprise to me to find a new fanfic of hers popping on her fanfiction.net’s profile today, and confirming that the date of release on the website was indeed 10/31.

I was right. A rare occasion.

Not really.

Sometimes I can really predict people and know them better then even I thought.

A truly funny fact.

Going to sleep before the sun sets too high,
~Vanny